today is the first day of my final exam for third semestar as a student diploma in science Uitm tapah... what paper did i answer for today ? it is ELC 230 ... sounds easy right ? alaaa kacang jelah BI .. but who knows somtimes this Kacang thing is actually gonna make us regret ... and yes ! IM REGRETING IT RIGHT NOW ... i cant answer the paper and kind of blank ... you know how it feels ?? in the middle of exam hall with your beloved paper and youre blank ! like seriously blank ... i answer the essay with nothing in my head and leave the exam hall with a bit of hope from Allah for passing my ELC paper ...

and right now i feels like im getting lost with myself ... i hate to be happy because whenever im feelings happy then there it come the sadness which i will never can handle it ... i dont know whether u all can understand my feelings or not ... but yeah .. im the one who give my friends and family Hope and Advice but when it comes to myself , all of them are gone nowhere to be found ... im irritating with myself right now ... i dont know who am i ? why she become like this and so on ...

so to mix up some spices in my sad curry ~ i want to tell all of you that i have been falling in love with toppdogg .. yes they are pretty wonderful ... i dont know whats going on in my mind but i love to whatch hansol and bjoo ~ both of them such a cutie pie ... hahaha .. luckily my bro said to me that "youve got tao already ... dont you dare want to make another scandal" hahaha ~ like youll know scandal is my favourite hobby when it comes to kpop .. and actually i want to change song in my blog to justin bieber-what do you mean but sadly my pretty cute litle blog dont want to listen to me .. haish ~

btw thats all for today ... thanks for reading my blog :) xoxo from me !


someone had ask me yesterday why my blog being name as miss mustache?? sbb i ada mustache ke?? omg no lah... because i suka lelaki yg bermustache mungkin?? u know like urban guy... dgn baju kemeja diaorg... ohmg ! its so menyelerakan (hahaha pg : 18)... actually i suka lelaki yg macho yes ! absolutely .. and klo lelaki tu "jambu" , i will prefer pretty type... like more beautiful than a girl type... hahaha... so thats why my blog name as mustache ~

and what will i post in here?? there is no specific preference... if klo ade yg email i tanya about something , i akan reply dkt post i... or if not this post gonna be my daily routine and so on... for tutorial?? still thinking sbb i pon xlah pro sgt nk mengedit blog~

for another email about mr.A?? knapa i brani letak gmbar dia?? is he knows about me?? hahaha yes! he knows about me... he is my scandelicious after all... he read that post because he want to... for another question "knapa scandel not boyfie, akk kn xde boyfie" ... that things actually private lah... ade sbb akk dgn dia scandelicious je... tp okay what right?? hahaha... thats all for tonight ^^



My reflection in the mirror

Is so empty, as if there’s nothing there

I walk alone on the street

But this empty street feels so empty

Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat

Baby don’t worry

After waking up from the dream that was you

This morning of reality feels so empty

As I face the morning, I realize once again

What wakes me up is not you but an alarm bell

Why is this damn bed so big?

In my vast desert of a heart, only a cold wind blows

I’m an empty shell,

a coward without you

People around me look at me with pity

It kills me, no what a day

Before starting my day, without thinking I saw…

My reflection in the mirror

Is so empty, as if there’s nothing there

There’s no smile on my face)

I walk alone on the street

But this empty street feels so empty

(It’s quiet just like my heart)

Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat

Baby don’t worry

After waking up from the dream that was you

This morning of reality feels so empty

(My heart feels so empty)

It’s over, my love

Where are you?

Now we are just a memory

I was happy, don’t forget me, let’s meet again

i dont know why but tonight i feel sad and want to cry... hmm...

"Don't be eccendentesiast to seek for happiness... be eleutheromania to be happy... sometimes wonderwall hurts you and forces you to be philophobia without a reason... you might be finifugal in your brontide life but life is a wabi-sabi... so live your life and be sophrosyne with a kairos time..."

i tell about him to one of my "scandal" (yes my new scandal)... its kind of make me remember bout something... when i broke up with him, I never ask him "why you make me suffer this much after three years we have being together"... we arguing all night long, and PAP ! we broke up... after a year and half ? now i just realise about it... hahaha kelakar lah tp xpelah thats what we call xde jodoh right ? btw this wednesday gonna be my first paper for final... macam mana nk jawab ? buka buku pon xde... hmm... actually University life changes me to become a lazy girl ! wake up siti nursyafiqah ~~ lalala... tp faham x perasaan malas tu (>n<)


so for my new scandalicious , encik A ... what type of person is he ? hmm .. kind hearted , a bit naughty , easy going , crazy like me , easy to talk and share with.. he is the first guy yg berjaya buat i bls text dia for this long.. (tahniah lah yeeee en.A ~)... like i told all of you , i am a complicated girl ~ so byklah u kena bersabar dgn kerenah i ni... hahaha (T^T) lupa nak ckp ni waktu first reply mcg u "nice to meet you... thanks for being my scandelicious :p


yes ... i am not type of girl with a cute and beautiful figures .. my height is around 144 cm (im such a shortie gurl~~) .. i love to dress up as simple as posssible ... not into a hijabster , hipster , trending or what so ever .. for me , as long as that clothes can be use and perfect at my body , thats gonna be okay .. yes this is who am i .. and since im a science studient (people always think science student gonna be nerd ~!) , no one ever care about my way of dress up ... hahaha that way of thinking make my life easier .. so my advice to those who always think they are not perfect enough , hey girl .. trust me .. all girls in this world is beautiful .. be confident ... people will talk since they got a mouth but the one who judge you is also not a perfect human being ... they judge others because they feels insecure about themselve .. so put aside all the judgement and be happy !