today is the first day of my final exam for third semestar as a student diploma in science Uitm tapah... what paper did i answer for today ? it is ELC 230 ... sounds easy right ? alaaa kacang jelah BI .. but who knows somtimes this Kacang thing is actually gonna make us regret ... and yes ! IM REGRETING IT RIGHT NOW ... i cant answer the paper and kind of blank ... you know how it feels ?? in the middle of exam hall with your beloved paper and youre blank ! like seriously blank ... i answer the essay with nothing in my head and leave the exam hall with a bit of hope from Allah for passing my ELC paper ...

and right now i feels like im getting lost with myself ... i hate to be happy because whenever im feelings happy then there it come the sadness which i will never can handle it ... i dont know whether u all can understand my feelings or not ... but yeah .. im the one who give my friends and family Hope and Advice but when it comes to myself , all of them are gone nowhere to be found ... im irritating with myself right now ... i dont know who am i ? why she become like this and so on ...

so to mix up some spices in my sad curry ~ i want to tell all of you that i have been falling in love with toppdogg .. yes they are pretty wonderful ... i dont know whats going on in my mind but i love to whatch hansol and bjoo ~ both of them such a cutie pie ... hahaha .. luckily my bro said to me that "youve got tao already ... dont you dare want to make another scandal" hahaha ~ like youll know scandal is my favourite hobby when it comes to kpop .. and actually i want to change song in my blog to justin bieber-what do you mean but sadly my pretty cute litle blog dont want to listen to me .. haish ~

btw thats all for today ... thanks for reading my blog :) xoxo from me !